People think they know me but not really,
Ive buried it down so deep
I didn’t think I could even find it again,
The memories,
The pain.
Sometimes it tries to break out
Of the cage I have locked it in
Deep, deep in my core,
I start to lose my breath, my eyes become wet
I shove it back down with a hard swallow
I shut my eyes but all I see is your sweaty body on top of me
Your heavy breathing burning my ears
I try to squeeze my legs shut tight to stop you
Only a matter a time before I can’t hold you back any longer
I take a deep breath, and open my eyes
The memory of you is gone
For now.