I want to punish you, the way you have punished me all these years.
Waking to an overwhelming feeling of emptiness, realizing it is not me keeping the bed warm next to you.
I want you to know the pain of broken heart.
I want the memory of me to consume your entire being.
My smell, my laugh, my moan, I want it to take over every part of you.
I want to be embedded in the deepest corners of your mind that no drink, no drug, no one, can ever silence your thoughts of me.
I want you to no longer able able to sleep because every time you close your eyes it is me you see.
Naked, underneath you.
I need you to feel what I feel, to want what I want.
I need you.