I want to punish you like you have punished me.

I want you to wake up in the morning

Feeling empty and sad.

I want you to know the pain of a broken heart

I want you to be consumed by me,

my smell,

my smile,

my laugh.

I want it to take over every part of you, so you can’t function.

I want you to need me,

miss me,

want me.

I want to be embedded in the deepest corners of your mind

that no drink,

no drug,

can ever silence your thoughts.

I want you to no longer be able to sleep

because every time you close your eyes

it is me you see.

I need you to feel what i feel.

I need you to want what I want.

I need you.